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 As time goes by, life is destined to continue to lose, has left me four years old.
Because of yearning, a kind touch of sadness at the moment.
My grandmother lived together for eight years, not because they are still very small memory a lot, but I always have one regret, and Grandma did not have a photo license. the deepest impression when I entered primary school and talk back to her grandmother, the grandmother cried with anger, this keeps me very guilty. and her grandmother the period of life, I feel more peace of the grandmother.
-year-old grandpa and grandma and then I lived in together, much as my brothers, grandma grandpa is not very fond of me. especially the grandmother, on the I blame it seems more, I'm not the kind of naughty children, but did not understand why the grandmother has always called me, and even New Year's Eve one year, after the reunion dinner eaten me out of the house, I had to to the uncle Jiaqu Zhu. I always do No matter how many primary school by her grandmother's scolding, I thought I ate a lot of pain, and sometimes his tears secretly, unwilling to accept these things and the mother said. tell the truth, I was hated my grandma, especially the family had several children, feeling her brother, the other brother goes far beyond me. until the anniversary of the founding of forty-five that night, I was already on the second year, still living in the grandparents home. To Day Day celebrations in Tiananmen Square, I have basically the whole summer spent in school, that time is a daily group dance rehearsal, late dragged his exhausted body home, grandma always make a meal waiting for me back. National Day evening events in Tiananmen Square until the middle of the night, due to limited conditions, we are all walking distance from Tiananmen Square back to school and then ride home, because there is no telephone, the family can not have the time to go home. so I got home last corridor to the third floor only to find the lights on, grandma waiting for me in the corridor, is already the middle of the night when more than 12 points, in my impression, in addition to the New Year, Grandma never sitting up so late. then listen to my brother says After the grandmother in the television has been waiting for me, if not legs bad, grandma, etc. I would also like to go downstairs.
Since then, the grandmother fell ill, long-term bed-ridden, but also the loss of some memory, but often grandmother saw me, they will make a waving motion, I know that in her recollection, I have been or group dance performances that took part in the National Day of children. and in my impression, grandmother and other National that night I went home also will never forget the scene. grandma though do not know the word, but always tell me some of the previous stories, education, I did a sensible child. Although she scolded me a lot, but her own life is not for nothing, the only some modest income first to the sons and daughters, grandchildren and other future grandchildren is to buy this buy that. bid farewell to her grandmother's last moment, in her eyes, I saw her love for me.
grandma left, in order to take care of grandpa, we do not move, and I have to work. I'll grandfather spent the last period of his life time, grandpa at this time also wrote his own autobiography, my grandfather every day after work written by scripts to the computer order entry, and eventually organize into a book, in this book I truly understand my grandpa. grandfather participated in the Sino-Japanese War, is the border area of an ordinary cadres, cadres after the liberation has been the work until retirement. grandfather gave me the impression that health and spirits, does not look like the person is such a great age, grandpa usually like to keep gardening, doing the cakes (the ancestral craft). in accordance with policy, grandpa can again apply for a housing unit, which can solve the housing problems of their sons, but the grandfather had not made this request to the unit. children were very puzzled, I also feel that since you can why not? Besides, we were not their own home housing. until the grandfather died, I think I have, perhaps my uncle who still can not understand. My grandfather was a principled person, as a veteran Communist Party member he did not want their children to obtain the units to what, at this point I great respect for him. and I feel sorry for Grandpa, there is a time I went to the south play area for ten days, probably go in a hurry, forgot to say hello and grandpa, even though Grandpa brought a gift back, or was he scolded meal, of course I gave lip is not pleased, and made grandpa depressed for several days. I know my grandfather is concerned, I was afraid trouble is that I am not listen to it against him, has been very sorry.
grandpa body has been good, but not in the sudden death of the first half of how talkative and told grandpa to the hospital, always says he's nothing. until one day because of physical discomfort into the emergency center, hospital some days after the situation has improved , ready to referral treatment. But one day, May 14 morning, I always feel after getting up to what happened, think of grandpa still in the hospital, feeling uneasy. Sure enough, the afternoon when I get the phone, so I drive from the unit to the hospital, everything is late, grandpa had left me. My grandfather is going too fast, and not subject to too many crimes.
grandfather was and my deepest feelings, although only lived together for eight years, But he taught me a lot. I was a child listening to my grandfather talk about all kinds of stories, history and geography to astronomy, I had a strong interest. my impression, my grandfather every day to see the Beijing Evening News, taught me to read, teach me arithmetic. I remember is still in kindergarten, my grandfather read the newspaper every day the weather. Grandpa was young a lot of money, despite the small study, but he will in Arabic and Japanese, and proficient abacus mental arithmetic and so on, grandpa 91 years old, you also read the Arabic daily, and can calculate the heart of the money in the bank on a regular basis how much money should be taken out, not bad micrometer. Although since I was eight and grandfather did not live together, but every year to visit . but I'm sorry, no can learn more knowledge and grandfather. And my grandfather on my education will make me a lifetime.
2006, the grandfather take the time, last time I did not see. Grandpa retirement living alone, live frugally, left in 5000 dollars Shique death to me. I know in my heart grandfather, has been thinking about my grandchildren. Grandpa, 5000 I have no money, you are my kindness, I will always remember.
grandfather, grandmother, grandfather, grandmother, I love you! at the moment I have man lookin. hope in another world, your smile forever!